13.09.2010
Yesterday evening had a small date to catch up with Miss M. She's one of my fav jie jie. It was a long time ago since I had a real talk with her. Just simply enjoy spending time with her alone. Spilling secrets and have heart-to-heart talk. I don't like keeping things to myself though. So I have a few people to share different topics.
We spent almost one and a half hour talking. it was a fruitful one. we shared lots of stuff. I always learn a lot from my dear jie jie. She seems to be fragile sometimes yet she's very encouraging. Adding on she understands me quite well, I think. Yup, really really enjoyed the time with her.
Night went to a close friend's house for their house warming. Some church members were there as well. Wasn't really in the mood that night. I really wanted to spend time crazying with Mr. T's but I just couldn't. Had Miss. c to be along my side.
Don't know why I'm still not in the very happy mood deep in my heart. Maybe it's because you are leaving again. I tried really hard to settle down after you left. Ready to accept you'll be gone for the next two years. Yet, you came back so so so SUDDENLY and gave me a real shock. You're right, I was angry of you that time. The mixture of feelings, whether it's happy or shock to see you back. I was really confused that night. You are back which means you'll leave again.
I don't know how much more I can take it when you will be leaving next few weeks. Will I be emo again? Will I shed tears again? How long will I have to take to recover this round? Perhaps, the wound is numb and will not bleed anymore. You come back and go again, leaving more memories for me. I didn't know you were that important and left a deep mark in my life till you said you have to leave.
I used to share secrets with you, and I still want to do so...just that you're leaivng. what can I do? I feel comfortable sharing things and spending time with you. But soon, it will all be gone.
I will be strong. I want to be strong.
Don't cry, Joey
13.09.2010
Yesterday evening had a small date to catch up with Miss M. She's one of my fav jie jie. It was a long time ago since I had a real talk with her. Just simply enjoy spending time with her alone. Spilling secrets and have heart-to-heart talk. I don't like keeping things to myself though. So I have a few people to share different topics.
We spent almost one and a half hour talking. it was a fruitful one. we shared lots of stuff. I always learn a lot from my dear jie jie. She seems to be fragile sometimes yet she's very encouraging. Adding on she understands me quite well, I think. Yup, really really enjoyed the time with her.
Night went to a close friend's house for their house warming. Some church members were there as well. Wasn't really in the mood that night. I really wanted to spend time crazying with Mr. T's but I just couldn't. Had Miss. c to be along my side.
Don't know why I'm still not in the very happy mood deep in my heart. Maybe it's because you are leaving again. I tried really hard to settle down after you left. Ready to accept you'll be gone for the next two years. Yet, you came back so so so SUDDENLY and gave me a real shock. You're right, I was angry of you that time. The mixture of feelings, whether it's happy or shock to see you back. I was really confused that night. You are back which means you'll leave again.
I don't know how much more I can take it when you will be leaving next few weeks. Will I be emo again? Will I shed tears again? How long will I have to take to recover this round? Perhaps, the wound is numb and will not bleed anymore. You come back and go again, leaving more memories for me. I didn't know you were that important and left a deep mark in my life till you said you have to leave.
I used to share secrets with you, and I still want to do so...just that you're leaivng. what can I do? I feel comfortable sharing things and spending time with you. But soon, it will all be gone.
I will be strong. I want to be strong.
Don't cry, Joey
1 comment:
aiks, don sad Joey! I guess he has really impacted ur life. But that's not all. Don't hold on to any of us, but hold on to Jesus only. Cheer up and get urself back on feet okays! You have my back, no worries ;) take care Joey! <3 *huggs*
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